USELESS

This time I wrote a blog about me talking to myself. Hope this sharing may open your mind and heart J

Banyaknya assignment. Stress weh. Serious. Dengan final exam lagi, portfolio day minggu depan. Kau punya drawing semuaaaa taksiap lagi. Banyak benda lagi nak redo. Axonometric drawing tak complete. One point perspective, two ppoint perspective. Haa nak senarai semua kang bukan faham pun. Hahaha. Last week dah la banyak kali skip class. Summary ict tak hantar lagi. Notes irk malas nak buat. Assignment study skill nak kena sumbit next week eventhough skip class. APA KAU NAK DUH IN FUTURE? Have you ever think about your parents feeling bila dia tau apa kau buat selama ni dekat cfs tu? Like seriously thou, if you keep doing this, you’ll get no future. Okay you decide to went back home and left your assignment behind, dengan harapan, kau jumpa something yang boleh buat kau sedar. Okay nice lah. Let see what’s next. The story begin, bila sampai rumah, mama so excited to tell her story about what happen to her recently. You know what, her story rly made me cry thou. Seriously. She stands all the harsh word at her workplace and be patience just because she think of you! At that time, memang aku clueless gila terfikir balik apa yang aku buat recently. Skip class, tak focus in class, tak submit assignment, late to class an etc. Mana pergi her beloved daughter that she proud of? Her beloved daughter that made her smile before in her school time? Mana pergi semua tu? Regret. Banyak sangat masa terbuang, buat benda yang tak membantu langsung. Banyak sangat masa terbuang yang buat aku lalai. Lepastu, cakap takde masa. Actually, bukan takde masa, masa tu yang tak berkat. Seriously. Nasib baik lah this week balik rumah, eventhough kejap, tapi impact dia sangat deep. I have to be strong. Stop giving excuses yang berlambak tu. Takguna pun, last last, kau jugak yang rugi. Then, menyesal lagi dan lagi tapi still buat lagi. The most important, baiki balik hablumminallah. Tu utamanya, jaga hubungan dengan manusia tapi hubungan dengan Allah kelaut takguna weh. Sumpah. Hm, dahlah kot. Lega dapat balik this week. Sangat membantu. Mama made me strong again and again. Thankyou mum. Always love you.