Messed up.

So many things to share for this time entry :)

     First of all, Alhamdulillah. I'm glad that I've been discharged from the hospital on Monday, 9th May 2k16. No more staying in the hospital pls after this haha. That's the lesson when you bought rollerblade without your mother permission, end up with broken arm and admitted to the hospital.

     Secondly, the feeling when you have to study for your final exam during your semester break is really like ...... (y'all know what) But just take this as a positive side. Quiet challenging tho cs when you study using your laptop and end up watching movie. What the... haha Whatever it is, maybe God wanna lemme think thoroughly what I've done during last semester. Yea i think last semester went through pretty well. It's just I've got less concentration on my studies and busy handling other things that less important than my studies. I didn't perform well for the other subject cs I failed to manage time. I rly need a time table in order to be better in time management. So, i've got abt 20 days to study for two paper and i've got to do something with that. I can't let my day past just like that fill up with movies, sleeping and do unnecessary stuff. C'mon, you'll regret when the result comes out. You'll ruin your future. So, study when you still have time cs time not gonna wait for you.

     Last but not least, I'm happy that my arm getting better day by day. I can move it but still limited to few movement only. Few days bfr, I was sad cs I thought that I can never be able to move my hand like normal. I gave up and cried. I was thinking abt so many things and I messed up. Mix feeling. Confused. Overthink. I'm really really really messed up. I don't know how to help myself that time. But today I know the reason why. I forgot my actual life. Too much daydreaming. I'm slave of God. My parents sacrificed a lot. Look up to their dream. Their wishes. Their pray. What I've done was I put hope to people that can't help me at all. Such waste of time thinking of the problem that is actually not a problem at all. But now I've stop mess with the thing and move on.

Fuh.  What a relief. The end.